...it's my new washer...what else could I be talking about?? (Zip it, those of you with your minds in the gutter!)
Ok, obviously I am feeling better than I was this time last night. The tummy problems vanished after an early pillow rendevouz, but the migraine stayed with me all night. It was bad. Made me wonder how people with chronic pain (like my sister-in-law who has severe MS) deal with pain on a daily basis.
That thought...how people deal with stuff...stayed with me thruout the rest of the day. A large part of my job, as of late, deals with telling clients and wanna be clients that I don't have jobs for them or I can't place them in the first place. Some accept the news with grace, kindness and understanding (right Scott??), some with humor and then some scream and yell at me like I am personally responsible for not having a job ready and waiting for them. It just doesn't work that way, baby. Wish it did...it would be better for all of us!
And how do I deal with stuff? Well, maybe not as well as I thought. Maybe not quite as realistic as I need to be. One of my top ten goals when I moved in was to have everything unpacked with boxes off to the recyclers within 10 days. After all, I did it when I moved to my Boca house from CA...why couldn't I do it this time??
Well duh, Kath...different set of circumstances. Back then I was married and hadn't found a job yet...so I had unlimited time to accomplish my goals. Now? Hmmm...factor in being at my desk from 7-3:30 or maybe 4...or until 5 like tonite, then run a fast errand or two, then make dinner and do a load of laundry, talk to Howard or Scottie or Jillian (or all 3) while vegging, then start another project and all of a sudden it's 10 pm or 11 or midnite and I realize how quickly 6:30 will arrive. Plus, it's just me these days. Which I am MORE than fine with, in case you haven't guessed :-)
How do I react when 10 days come and go and there are still boxes to be unpacked (in the guest room mostly, just have 2 more in the living room) and my house is not in the state of perfection I had assured myself it would be? I tend to focus on what I haven't done...not what I have done. And ya know what chicks and dudes...that's not healthy!
Tonite I started a new set of goals...do 3-5 small tasks each night. Pick something that will make me happier, will be visually or aesthetically pleasing and will result in having a more organized, cozier house. What did I do?
Steamed zucchini slices for dinner, made guacamole (without the C word, thank you very much, Scott!), washed my Tupperware Modular Mates and started integrating them into my cupboards, sent pix to all my buddies that had been asking for them, and took the time to sit in my favorite chair and just ...sit..... and vege and listen to my new favorite band (The Fray) and just blog my little heart out.
This makes me feel good. Content. Peaceful. Grateful. Happy.
The house will get where it needs to be in good time. While I relish crossing yet one more item off my huge To-Do List, I have to make sure I don't lose myself and my sanity in the process of achieving To-Do List Nirvana...ie, a completed list..even tho you gotta know that here in Kathyland, there is never such a thing as a completed list.
Just keepin' it real, ya know?

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